Shelly was in a high rise building with thick darkness. The city was in a complete blackout. She was on the twenty-fourth floor and knew there was no elevator service. Walking the stairs wasn’t a good idea because she didn’t know what or who she would meet. She was truly alone. The batteries in her flashlight were dead and she couldn’t find the matches to light her only candle. She was completely alone and quiet for the first time in many years.
She sat on the couch and listened to the silence that was intermittently broken by a distant siren. She put her head back and sighed. This was just one more dark day that punctuated the depression she had been feeling. Thomas had left her for his administrative assistant three months ago. She had been reeling ever since from the emptiness of the apartment and of her life. Now this darkness closed in around her.
It had been a long time since she considered that God was watching over her or that He even existed. If He did exist, she believed that He had forgotten her. Yet now, in her despair she cried out, “God, if you are out there, help me!” The cares of her life began to lift and inside she heard a still small voice saying, “I have always been here. You have only to ask for My help.” A peace that she had never known came upon her and caught her by surprise. Over the next few hours, she sat in God’s Presence and He ministered His love and healing acceptance to her. “There is no condemnation for you, my child,” He told her. “You are loved and have always been loved by Me. I never left you and I know your pain. I have a better way.” Shelly gave her heart to Jesus during the long dark night and when the daylight began to come through her windows, she was new inside. There was joy and it felt wonderful.
She had been trying to live her life without Jesus. She remembered that she had loved Sunday School as a child and Mrs. Pearson had led her in a prayer when she was ten. God let her know that all this time, she had been His and He was just waiting for her to seek Him.
Shelly was trying to live a fruitful life apart from God. She had been self-sufficient or at least she had tried to be. She had music playing or the television on when she was alone. At work, she managed multiple tasks and had been promoted to a Regional Manager. Her life was filled with noise and activity. She was never quiet and seldom alone.
She had turned off her power source and was winging her way through life. She knew it wasn’t working
When the blackout forced the quiet and the solitary hours, she slowed down long enough to hear the voice of her Lover, her Father, her Savior: her God.
In the Scripture, there is a story of the Vine and the Branches. Shelly had become a renegade branch. She was trying to make leaves, blossoms and fruit apart from the Vine. It seemed to work as long as the life force was still remained in the branch, but soon, the branch had nothing to draw on and it withered.
Shelly had withered and was striving to live apart from God. She was empty and alone. When she finally became still on that dark night, she heard Him and she knew that apart from Him, life was empty and without purpose.
Today Shelly is a different person. When the lights came on, she searched her storage unit and found her Bible which she devours each day. She is looking for a place to worship. The lights are back on not only in her apartment, but in her life.
- Jesus – I am the true vine (clydestyle.org)
- Thought of the Day – March 20 (evcthoughtfortheday.wordpress.com)
- The Purpose of God for Mankind Is for Him to Bear Fruits (akinlajajoseph.wordpress.com)
- the Vine and the Branches (aimkfc.wordpress.com)