Did you ever have a day when everything you did made you feel more and more irritated? It is like something was just slamming the door on all of the peace that you had in the Spirit? Well, I have had just such a day.
As you might guess, much of the frustration has been with the internet and computer based issues. I interacted with two different companies on-line.
One I didn’t get after paying for it. Another encounter charged me a great deal of money for something that I didn’t think I was getting and certainly didn’t want. On the second issue, when I called to correct it, they told me it was non-refundable. (The other issue is being resolved and was based on their own computer issue internally.)
Now, it was just seconds after I pushed the submit button on the second charge that I realized what I had done and called to stop the payment. The word non-refundable hit me and I felt waves of anger rise up on the inside of me. I was on the phone about 20 minutes with long hold times listening to elevator music. When I finally got to the floor supervisor, he wanted to appease me with a partial refund and a benefit that sounded good on the surface, but in reality was just a another waste of time. Without boring you with all the details, I hung up and called the credit card company and have been assured that I will be receiving a full refund.
Which leads me to the point of this story. Sometimes we cause problems due to our own interior operating system. We don’t mean to be hurtful, but there are issues that we haven’t yielded up to the Lord for Him to handle. We are doing it in our own strength and our personal “computer,’ no matter how sophisticated, is not able to perform properly without our Lord, the Great Systems Administrator, putting things right. There is no malice in what we did. We just caused problems for someone else, because we were running with a ‘ virus.’
But there are times that our actions are truly like malware. We are in it to win it and we ‘con’ everyone along the way. What we do is for our benefit alone and as far as we are concerned, it is ‘non-refundable.’ We are proud of our ability to put it over on someone else. When this happens, it is time to re-boot the system or move toward system failure.
Take a deep breath, get your Bible and head to the prayer closet. Lay out on the floor and cry out, “Help! I am in way over my head here. I am hurting other people and I am hurting myself. Rescue me from this mess!” Read a favorite Scripture, quiet your spirit and rest in Him. He is not mad at you. He knows that you are flawed, but He is able. Give Him a chance to change it all.
Only Jesus Christ can rescue us from this life of sin and death! Do you belong to Him? If you belong to Him, He knows that you may try to run things on your own. And He will step back and let you run under your own power until you give up and turn to Him.
Once you realize that He really, REALLY loves you, you don’t want to run your life without Him. He has sent the Holy Spirit to lead you and be your Comforter, Helper and Teacher. All you have to do is listen to that still small voice. It is the thought that you didn’t think – the solutions you could not have come up with in your old life.
What a privilege to yield to Him and live free.
If you don’t know Him, it isn’t hard. The Bible says that those who call on the name of the Lord Jesus Christ shall be saved. Read John 3:16, 17. Find out how much He loves you and that He is just waiting for you to call out to Him. Each of us come to the realization of who He is in a different way. For me, I was driving down the road, listening to the radio preacher when God took over his voice and I knew for sure that He was real. I just began to say, “I’m sorry Jesus. I just didn’t know. I didn’t know.” So it isn’t a formula, it is a heart thing. Ask Him to make Himself real and I promise that He will.
Are you frustrated with your actions and disappointed in your behavior? Share your thoughts.
John 3:16-17 16 “For God so loved the world, that He gave His [a]only begotten Son, that whoever believes in Him shall not perish, but have eternal life. 17 For God did not send the Son into the world to judge the world, but that the world might be saved through Him.
1 John 4:7-8 7 Beloved, let us love one another, for love is from God; and everyone who loves is born of God and knows God. 8 The one who does not love does not know God, for God is love.
Then I called upon the name of the LORD: “O LORD, I beseech You, save my life!”
‘AND IT SHALL BE THAT EVERYONE WHO CALLS ON THE NAME OF THE LORD WILL BE SAVED.’
for “ WHOEVER WILL CALL ON THE NAME OF THE LORD WILL BE SAVED.”
1 Corinthians 1:2
To the church of God which is at Corinth, to those who have been sanctified in Christ Jesus, saints by calling, with all who in every place call on the name of our Lord Jesus Christ, their Lord and ours:
1 John 3:23 This is His commandment, that we believe in the name of His Son Jesus Christ, and love one another, just as He commanded us. 24 The one who keeps His commandments abides in Him, and He in him. We know by this that He abides in us, by the Spirit whom He has given us.
Romans 7:21-25 21 I find then the principle that evil is present in me, the one who wants to do good. 22 For I joyfully concur with the law of God in the inner man, 23 but I see a different law in the members of my body, waging war against the law of my mind and making me a prisoner of the law of sin which is in my members. 24 Wretched man that I am! Who will set me free from the body of this death? 25Thanks be to God through Jesus Christ our Lord! So then, on the one hand I myself with my mind am serving the law of God, but on the other, with my flesh the law of sin.